[Gedicht] Made up

Never thought someone could hurt you this way
Never thought about it this way
Never thought this would happen to me
But most important, never thought you could make this happen to me

For four years I’d known you
For four years I had spoken with you, almost every day
For four years I talked to you when I was mad, happy, or sad
In four years I learned to trust you

I told you about me, about my friends, about my life
And so did you
At least, I thought you did

And then they started telling me
They told me you weren’t real
I didn’t believe it
I couldn’t believe it
I wouldn’t believe it

I’d known you for four years, since I was eleven, or twelve years old
You were a friend of mine
Of course you were real!

But then other people started telling me
People I hadn’t spoken for years, months at least
People I didn’t know
They told me everything

So it became reality
You weren’t real
You didn’t exist

I was scared
Scared, because you were a friend
Scared, because you lied to me, for four years
Scared, because I never thought about it
And especially not from you

And now, my mind still doesn’t get it, sometimes
Sometimes I still think about you as two different persons
You, the person who used to be my friend
The person I could share my problems and fears with
The person I could laugh with
And the other person
The person who made you up

I think you didn’t realize that you could hurt people
I think that if you did, you’d already stopped it months ago, years ago
Sometimes I wish you wouldn’t have told anyone
That you were still the person we used to know
But you did tell, and it made me cry

Mooi!

Ik ben niet zo’n fan van dat vele herhalen, en het voelt niet als een echt gedicht vind ik

Is mijn mening dan :slightly_smiling_face:

Dankjewel allebei!

Ik heb dit gedicht een jaar of vier geleden geschreven, meer om op dat moment mijn gevoelens te uiten dan dat ik er wat mee wilde, maar altijd leuk om te horen wat anderen er van vinden!

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